Everyone Loves Happy Bunny

F0R Y0U DAVE -- RiP

Sunday, November 06, 2005

I hadn't been working there for long
but you always made me felt like I belonged
your heart filled with kindness and your eyes were loving
to have known you was my blessing

I recall telling you every single day how wonderful you are
it was just like yesterday when I saw you smile -- and now you're so far
it upsets me that I never got to say my goodbyes
thinking of what you meant to me brings tears to my eyes

I know you would never be able to read these feelings
and I feel silly for writing this. .. and knowing that you won't be reading
I'll always remember you and what you were to the world and me
I promise to not cry anymore. .. I know I'll see you again -- possibly

N0 M0RE

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

I knew I couldn't keep you forever with me
and although it was plain to see
that we just weren't meant to be
I just wish things could have ended differently

I'm not even a fragment of forgotten memory
It's like you never even knew me
I tried so hard to just be your friend
but it was useless in the end

I guess this will be my lesson for today, tomorrow and forever
alongside with don't talk to strangers and never say never
it stinks to still be the one crying after all that's said and done
can't believe you're one of those guys who leaves once he's had his fun

It's hard for me to say goodbye
I tell myself it would be ok, while I sit here and cry
but I can't help but feel happy for you
even though. .. I hate you for not being true

I've moved on with my life long ago
and I guess now it's your time to go
I admit that it hurts now like it did then. .. but I know someone better will come along
He'll slowly fix my broken heart, and serenade me with his honest love songs

He'll succeed at what you have failed to do
and together he and I -- we will have something new
I do wish life brings you joy and success
even if perhaps mines might turn out a mess

I'm optimistic and I'm lookin on the brighter side
and no longer in you I can confide
but sooner or later I know that I'll be alright
I'm stronger than you know -- I won't lose without a good fight

I guess what I'm trying to say is this is truely my last goodbye
there's no more "I'm sorry's" and "give it one more try's"
I'm looking forward to what my future has in store for me
maybe we'll meet again down the line, we'll see

Feel The Love

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Surprises me how people can just sit, stare and glare
while others are teased and hurt

I can't help it but take a stand
and give a helping hand

I'll oppose the bully, even when I'm shamed or blamed

I'm not one to see and walk away
But the one to start positive controversy
No, I don't consider myself a savior
And I don't expect you to think so either
Just feel the love, hear me speak and believe in me
Let love and peace bring possibilities

There's too much drama as is
I want to be the one who helps you walk away
Let disputes be only words and not the fist
this way we'll love each other more and more each day

Share the kindness in your heart and spread the love
no need for names, violence, pushes and shoves
Lord knows it's what we need now
Stand together as a crowd
We're strong as one and weak scattered
Help yourself by helping others -- it's what matters!

STARTiNG OVER

Saturday, September 10, 2005

A new beginning to start over
This time I will accomplish my goals & never
Again will I let misfortune rule me
Successful is what I long to be
Excuse my mistakes but don't laugh at my demise
I know I'll make it this time around, cause my life I no longer despise
Learnt from the past and corrected my doings
Now I'm ready for the future that I am seeing

Simply BEAUTiFUL

Friday, August 19, 2005

They say "cherish the moments you have now, you might not be his first and his last"
It's true -- but why can't I be his one and his only, no matter what was in his past
And I know how hard it can be to leave behind what was there before
but it's no sense in hurting and complicating things even more

Sweet, caring, and sensitive is what charms me
but his physical need for me is what brings me to my knees
In no rush this sweetheart takes the time to mend my torn heart
always understanding even from the very start

I continuously ask for more room, more time
and generously he'd provide it without making it a crime
grateful for my love and as patient as can be
he's waiting for the day that I can love him completely

Always happy to see me, and enjoys every moment we spend
wants my attention and begs for it to never end
I just reach out my arms and he's there
what makes him mine is the little and deeper things that we share

satisfied with exactly how I am and wouldn't change that for anything
sun light into my life is what he brings
smiles for me and dreams of my laughter
one day you'll replace him, and I'll replace her

Monday, July 25, 2005

MY WiSH T0 Y0U !!

I wish you happiness in all you do
With deepest sincerity, you know it's true
I pray for your safety and well-being
Knowing you're alright makes life worth living
Always wishing you the best
Through thick and thin -- and through the mess
I will always be your best friend
Even to the very bitter end

We Shouldn't Have Met

We should've never
Met that day
I should've ignored you
When you walked my way
I hadn't realize
You wouldn't be true
The one hurting now
Is me, not you
It makes no difference
If you know
That I am hurting
'Cause you'd still go
Sweet words you said
Why did i believe?
They were all lies
To trick and deceive
Through all my pains
My biggest regret is loving you. ..
Because you were never really true

Thinking About You

I'm feeling very tired
I'm feeling very blue
I know that I should stop
Stop thinking about you

If I don't stop myself
I think I'll go insane
I can't take this no more
I just can't take the pain

Why can't you leave my mind,
The same way you left me?
I remember how you said
We weren't meant to be

You stand before my vision
You danced inside my head
I see you in my dreams
At night when I'm in bed

You're always in my thoughts
I see you everywhere
But in reality I know
That you're not really there

Sentimental

Have you ever took a moment
To value your time?
To realize that
You will always be mine?
Have you ever witnessed,
Such promising eyes?
Pure love, untainted
With no foul lies?
Have you ever touched
The lips of passion?
Who belonged to someone,
With fair devotion?
Have you ever heard
Such a faithful sound?
Three words you trust,
From the one you've found?
Have you ever loved someone
So sweet, so gentle?
With undying love
So sentimental?

Sunday, July 24, 2005

MY DEAD HEART LiES

In my mind
My heart FiNDS
To my surprise
The perfect disguise

Outside looking in
Beneath my skin
You may not see
How it is to be me

Blabber, chaos, demanding mothers
homework, school work, work...annoying sisters
Everyone, someone, no one to be found
Utter fear, shaking, trembling without a sound

No father to help guide me
How hard can life be?
Shouting and screaming
Punching and bleeding

No one to listen, no one to hear me
No one to care, no one to cure me
Oh, but there is that love I recall
It's so far, it might as well not be here at all

Rewind and submerge to my surface
Remember it in your heart, but I hope you forget this

I give you sweet smiles
But die inside all the while
I appear intelligent, you wish to be me
But look harder, I'm as dumb as can be

I openly admit what I think I feel
But truth is, I don't know what is real
Sometimes I act just like what you'd expect
Just to be normal to the "average" effect

Deep inside
Thoughts of suicide
Run wild through my head
Painless tears shows up to shed

Mixed up and confused
Hurt more than once, maybe abused
I cover it up with sarcastic remarks and innocent eyes
All my effort to kill the truth and make up lies

My heart, it stopped beating
Since the day I started bleeding
Everyone misunderstands me
My thoughts are premature like a baby

I need someone, anyone to guide me
Give my world a chance, an opportunity
Take alittle time to show that you care
Actually know before giving me that ugly stare

Underneath it all my dead heart lies
With pain and anguish, I'm more than meets the eye
I'm unique in my own little way
Although there's pain my smile's here to stay...

STUPiD KiDS

I give up trying to right wrongs --
Tired of being unappreciated and singing the same old songs